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Warren Cimelli Member for: 3 years 18 weeks Last login: 11 weeks 6 days [offline] Date of Birth: 16.11.1972(35) Country: UNITED KINGDOM Profession: Care Assistant Status: single I am looking for: penpals Smoker: No Contact: Community:
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32 years and I still find this life "OH! so confusing", but I'm having fun all the same :). Wow! who knew that a music cull would be so tough! but only so much room on my iPod! I must be the only person in the world who will not remove a song from his playlist because I feel sorry for it, seeing as I have included its brothers and sisters from the rest of the album lol and I dont want it to feel excluded.
'I don't hold with naked women that haven't got any clothes on. That's bein' lewd!' as said by the late Irene Handl :) . I Give Blood :) It is a really worthwhile thing to do, and it really isn't painful - you should try it, it really helps people and who knows it may help a loved one or even yourself! :) Herr Pickle says hello to everybody in the world, he suggests you try and do things that make you and the people around you happy, and that you eat your greens! (well except for pickles of course) Why do the final minutes before sleep feel so hopeless and empty? I wish I could make it stop :( In my job people die every so often, for me the hardest part is seeing how life continues almost as though they never existed - In the same way that when we lose a loved one and our world shatters to pieces the world seemingly continues without a care - our pain goes unnoticed. To my friend from the mountains, I hope everything has gone well for you and that you have settled back into your old life and that your life is going the way you dreamed - I know you will probably never read this but it is my deepest wish that you and your loved ones are happy - all the best *Warren* - I'll just add this - I didn't expect to see you that last time I thought my heart was about to explode, I had thought I would never see you again, so that one last time was so shocking - I was so lost for words, you said "this is wrong" but for me it was a truly wonderful moment - painful and happy all at once - I have never known anybody like you and I will miss you beyond anything my feeble words can express -you said you would leave like a "donkey in the mist" well, I will never forget you walking down the path towards the gate, even if it does cause my throat to choke with emotion - gah, here I go "I'LL MISS YOU". I am really feeling my mortality now :( I know that I am going to die, I've always known that, but now it just seems like it is going to be sooner rather than later - There is so much to do and so little time :( makes me feel weak, like running up a never ending sand dune - never ending I wish! lol hope I get out of this mood soon :) (6-12-07) Things just seem to be getting worse and worse, all the colour from last year has gone every thing is so gray. Is there hope or no hope? which is better? There really seems to be no escape for me :( I am so tired. "Vesti La Giubba" Things have been so bad recently I need to change my life I need to do something for myself, I care so little about anything now - things that should affect me don't. If I stay like this I will become something awful - I need to be my old self the person who had his own ideals and sense of right and wrong. I need focus and hope, or at least a dream of hope :) . |
The best thing ever happend to me...
was being born
The worst thing ever happend to me...
was being born
Love is...
the reason for both of the previous answers. It is the thing that drives me through life and also the thing that makes me want to finish my life. |
What I love to do:
Run,cycle and read.