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Suzanne R. Member for: 3 years 27 weeks Last login: 38 weeks 3 days [offline] Date of Birth: 28.02.1990(18) Country: NETHERLANDS Profession: making things harder than they have to be Status: relationship I am looking for: Smoker: No Community:
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Usually, I don't want anything at all, life isn't exactly atracting to me. but, if I really have to, I prefer wanting things. People always say you're spoiled when youdon't want anything at all, cause then you might have everything you ever wanted. I prefer wanting things instead. though, wanting isn't really the right word. wishing comes close to it.. I wish, everyone could keep their fucked up heads out of my business I wish June was my neighbour, I wish Toby, Katy, Karoliina, Steffy, Linda, Elinor and Anna were living in Holland. I wish someone would listen to me for once, and I wish I can keep my promises to people, though I'm changing, I still hope I can be the person who they became friends with.. (I wish I can be me instead) I make myself look like a nice and sweet person and I might look like that as well. though this has nothing to do with wanting anything though, it's just how you act, or type (like me, right now) and you can't really do a fucking thing about it. I won't tell anything about my parents, or about my friends (IRL), I won't tell you about the sports I'm into or the things I watch on tv.. cause, I don't really care anymore. but I do care about music, my online friends, (cause I think they know the real me, what drives me, and what keeps me busy) and I think that, In this fucked up world, filled with fake people, with even more fake ideas.. It's just no use telling about those things. I think I even trust my little goldfish (his name is Blub =P) better. though, he doesn't speak to me very often, so maybe he has a fucked up mind as well. as for the music, I like rock/grunge music, and some other bands that fit my mood completely sometimes.. I love;
Incubus, PJ Harvey, Ramones, Soundgarden, Tool, Audioslave, AFI, Alice In Chains, HIM, Eisley, Foo Fighters, Frank Zappa, Refused, Smashing Pumpkins, Garbage, Nine Inch Nails, Intwine, Le Tigre, Placebo, RHCP, Hot hot heat, Taking back sunday, The Mars Volta, The Donnas, and Lost prophets. and many many more.. o, almost forgot, I also like Jack Johnson, John Mayer (uhuh, different styles but I really like them =) really, there are some things that you could consider as my "passions" writing is the most important thing on that list. I have my problems and I don't want to bother anyone with them (".....") so I won't. Living the life you planned to live , isn't easy, and that's what I'm being confronted with right now.. don't try to understand, I don't understand it either. <3 I heart Kate <3 |